I hate being swept up in emotion

It always leads to heartbreak, especially mine.

I’ve made a few realisations.
I am a footnote. We are all footnotes.

I have not been living honestly. I often tell people to speak it into existence. Yet, I’ve not practiced what I preach. Why? Because I am afraid. And we all know that… Fear…

I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain.

The three things I want most, I won’t give them voice, because if they don’t happen, I’ll have nothing.